你把我灌醉

开往城市边缘

把车窗都摇下来

用速度换一点痛快

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孤单　被热闹的夜赶出来

却无从告白是你留给我的悲哀

喔爱　让我变得看不开

喔爱　让我目找伤害

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你把我灌醉　你让我流泪

扛下了所有罪　我拚命挽回

你把我灌醉　你让我心碎

爱得收不回

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猜　最好最坏都猜

你为何离开

可惜永远没有答案

对我　你爱得太晚 又走得太快

我的心你不明白

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我梦到哪里你都在

怎么能忘怀

你那神秘的笑脸

是不是说　放不下你是我活该

15th dec 2007

came back around 12 am after celebrating twin's bday near their hse...
was really fun hanging around with the TUNA members...
they are the one who will never leave me and will always be there for me..
i will always be happy around them.. especially arguing with marvin..
tonight is d happiest night for this 2 weeks..

12th dec 2007

its has been a week pass since it happened...

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i still couldn't stand up by myself..

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it is getting harder and harder each day...

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i never knew that i really need you when i cry..

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i miss u more den i tink...

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i still couldnt find the right glue to stick my heart back...

12.09 am

难道是我给得太过沉重

如果抉择 让你更快乐,

会放手给你自由绝不强求

9th dec 2007

i felt so lost.. totally lost..

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i duno why am i still crying about it..

i duno why is my heart still aching...

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i duno wat should i do...

i duno which way should i go...

raining...

it has been raining since ytd.. d whole day ytd.. make me lagi no mood..

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but there's an advantages if it rains...

I CAN WALK UNDER THE RAIN CRYING COS U WOULDN'T KNOW IT WAS TEARS O RAINDROPS ON MY FACE..

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i feel it will be raining 2moro too...

7th dec 2007

tis video made me cry after watching it.. read his blog.. again my feeling is uncontrollable.. i just couldnt make it... its hard to pretend u r happy when u noe u r not...

3.17 am

have been crying for the past few hours.. i just duno y the tears will roll down automatically.. i just couldn't control it.. i just couldn't stand it anymore..

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perhaps i m the cause of everything..

C = CRYING

C = CRYING

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END OF STORY :)

touching...

cant believe my cousin is so emotional... her post made me cry even though i just read the first paragraph of it... i believe that she's also feeling down... btw, she got the guts to express it all out.. and i was wondering how she created her 'poem' in such a beautiful way... she must be using lots of emotions to write it out... anyway, jia you in everything u do... check out her blog to see the 'poem' if you want...

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www.jforjean.blogspot.com

fragile...

i am fragile...

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so does my heart...

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please do not intend to do anything to break it...

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'i cant glue it back' (quoted from abang) - i find it true...

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please and thank you...

i feel...

business presentation is over... so do psycho presentation... don't ask me how was it... you know its sucks...

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today is not really a good day... went through lots of things... and i am so tired of all these.. really tired... i really mean it... don't feel like waking up after tonight... i really wanted to be an emotionless person... what can i do? what should i do?

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i guess i shall give up everything... i have no strength to go through all these... i have no energy to go through my life.. no point getting all these done... no point being with you... i dont deserve it, i know...

its been a long time...

its been a long time since i update my blog... ada orang sudah complain.. suruh me update recent newss.... oklooo... anyway, sorry guys for not updating my bloggieee.... was kinda busy...

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nothing much happen this few days... just that i got sick again.. yes AGAIN.. wtf wei... was coughing like mad cow... was kinda afraid that i will kena lung infection and die one day... hahaha... it was just a joke.. lalalala~~~ and not that i dont wanna take medicine... i dont have the medicine for coughing at home... so understand me laaaa..... ish...

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ok la... that's all for now... sorry for the short post... it's already 3 am and yet i am not done with my PDP... gonna continue it tomorrow... very the tired dy...

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listen up : I AM A GOOD GAL.... : ) i update blog dy... pls leave ur comment in my tagboard... yes, U!!

tired

i m so freaking tired.. really tired of everything..

was kinda busy day today.. went out whole day... sick summore... neck pain summore... assignments all dueing dy...

kill me pls...

prom over...

prom is over... had a great time there... not tat fun though... but nvm at least v enjoyed ourselves during d dance.. :)

shall upload d pics very soon.... i noe i always break my promise bout tat.. spare me.. i told ya i m a super super freaking LAZY BUG....

happy birthday mum....

erm erm... its my mum's bday today... she's turning 37 tis year... yea 37... she's damn young ok... dun get jealous... u most probably wun get a 18 years old daughter when u r 37 ok... hahaha....

my dad and mum...

my family-where leng luis are produced...

d birthday cake... lalalala... not bad though...

my parents are super sarcastic and perasan tonight.... here are the proves....

SCENE 1 : my sisters and I were in the room...

MUM : Y my phone so quiet today a...? where is all d greetings from my son-in-law...? (last year my sis's bf send her 1)

MY SIS AND I : -.-''''

SCENE 2 : I asked my dad wat is german beer...

KATHY : dy, wat is german beer o...?

DAD : german beer is a kind of beer that is from german...

KATHY : -.-'''' i noe la.... tell me la wat is it...

DAD : german beer laa....

KATHY : -.-''''

c la my parents... pengsan aku....

its over...

business is over... malaysian studies is also over... wheee.... damn happy.... haha... prom coming... cant wait... i know u guys too.... lalalala....

the birthday girl

very d big punya announcement

amber and kathy

must be wondering why the pic of amber and kathy is here all of a sudden... the main reason is because i miss her.... :D wahahaha.... :P lalalalala... anyway, its her birthday today lik what i've mention in d post earlier....

now v shall proceed to d details of the birthday girl...

Name : Amber Yeah Su Szen

Age : just turned 18 ( u r legal now )

Address : sumwhere in Desa Park City ( rich man's daughter... rob her wei... den share wit me...)

Status : not single and unavailable... ( dream on la... )

basically, that's wat i can provide you... any infomation, pls do not hesitate to contact Kathy.. 24 hours available... lalalala..

thank you for your attention...

lalalala

yeah... 2 papers down... hahaha... left psychology and business and malaysian studies.. cts and english paper was ok.. not tat good yet not tat bad....

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jus came back from celebrating my bestie's bday... she's turning 18 today... wat i have to say is : ahem... U R LEGAL NOW... wohoooo.... welcome to the age of 18.... u can really do alot of things LEGALLY wit tat age... hahaha....

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went dinner at menjalara... food was ok.. price is ok tooo.... but i stil prefer gasoline.... better environment... c la... dun want listen to meee laaaaaa... ish.... :P den went back to szen's hse... cam whore... den send d gals back... went yumcha again... at spicy kitchen near twin's hse.... watched football... arsenal won 2-0 wei... hahaha....

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went back n here i m in front of computer again... lalalalala....

pon and zi

feel lik having one at tis time.....

oh my...

oh my... mid term is coming... n i m now in dead meat... everything is such a mess... god.. help me...

i m sooooooo emo..........

i am so damn emooooooooo nowadays.. been emo for 3 days...

i guess i m just

STUPID

huh....

i found some quote in a paper on the table.... ???

1. ''you werent supposed to mean that much to me & i wasnt supposed to fall in love with you..."

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2. ''a hundred hearts would be too few to carry all my love for you...''

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3. ''the stars that makes love's dream come true was shining on me when I met you...''

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4. ''i may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to feel your warmth of your body all through the night. but deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love and I cant let you go...."

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5. ''love isnt finding someone you can live with; its finding someone you cant live without..."

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my sis found it while browsing on the net...

oh god

might lost my car for 2 weeksss....
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my mum might take d car away from me...

randomnesssssss

jus being random n wu liaooo... ignore me if u wan...

i got lectured by mum.. lik duh... predicted...

miss d time i hang out with frens... i wonder will they be sad if i die/left suddenly...

i wonder... i shall keep within myself...

lalalalalala...

lalalalala... another wu liao day.. did nth much.. tired of classes... 2moro going out... yeah... wooootttt....

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lalalala... kinda hyper today.. dun ask me y...

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foo er ling a... i noe wat r u thinking... stop it....

tired..

dead tired today.. ytd nite was great.. really great... had lots of fun wit my cousins and family... it's been a long time for such a gathering like this.. looking forward for more... no pics wil be uploaded.. i dun wanna reveal my dress here until prom.. so sry for ppl who felt disappointed..

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i m such an IDIOT today.. went coll for nth... they postponed the function.. they shud at least sms us.. they said there's a notice at student's council... but no one saw...

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dead tired.. shall go n sleep soon...

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'u r lik a dream come true... just wanna be wit u... ' brian mcknight & shayne ward...

how to make my nose to get better?

how to make my nose to get better?

damn bengang wit my nose.. damn itchy.. kept sneezing..

yeah...

oh gosh.. at last i finished my reflective writing assignment for my psycho.. really can go psycho wei.. phew.. glad tat its over..

more assignments coming up.. PDP, business n eng.. wish me luck in finding sources and research bout it.. if not really can go mampus...

i m damn sick now.. guess gonna have fever soon... hope not.. but i tink i willl... wth... my voice is gone for almost half a day.. but i drank alot of water n it ended me going to d toilet alot of times. my frens tot sth is wrong wit my bladder. haha... i summore got eat MCD.. syok wei...

gotta ciao n sleep... take legal drug 1st... GENADOL... haha.. joking.. PANADOL la doink... :P

lazy me...

hey there.. been a long time since i update my bloggie.. u noe la i m one of d laziest bug in d world... oni noe how to sleep, eat n sleep again.. haha.. lmao...
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found this cute sentences...

BMW - Be My Wife but Broke My Wallet ( contributed by abang )
ADIDAS - All Day I Dream About Sex ( found in facebook )
ABCDEFG - A Boy Can Do Everything For Girl ( amber's blog )
GFEDCBA - Girl Forgets Everything Done & Catches (new) Boy Again (amber's blog )
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haha..cute wei... basically there's nth much happen... eh wait.. got.. i got played by roy n kia vin which lead to a big misunderstanding... phew.. glad tat's over now... n everything is back to normal.. i dun wanna lose a great fren... if not, i would probably kill kia vin n roy...
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went 1u today.. basically after class... sat oso got class.. haihz... nvm.. next fri dun hav class... yeah... went n visited kia vin n gave him some moral support... he went for a badminton tournament.. ciao n went makan at d food court nearby... went back HELP to fetch szen den headed to 1u..
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it is definately a tired day.. sth wrong wit my stomach nowadays.. tends to have stomachache... tends to go toilet at least twice a day.. sumtimes can even be 4 times a day.. stomach got prob... must go check check...
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ok.. ciao.. miss you guys.. muakss....

yeah...

at last i m done wit my presentation... yeah...

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gonna die n screwed up my presentation 2moro.. pray hard..

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Muaks...

nah..

everyone seems to be so busy nowadays... i cant deny tat there are lots of assignments coming up.. cant be disturbing them alto i really need someone to be there for me, someone tat can lend me a shoulder to lie on...

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sth happened to grandpa.. its was so sudden..

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may everyone be healthy n take care everyone...

had a great day...

omg... another assignment is given.. summore business assignment.. v have to do a business plan regarding d emerging industry in malaysia.. cracked our head for tat n finally d smart n pretty KATHY NG tot of d idea of doing about medicine industry... haha.. wat a smart pretty gal..

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asking wat v did during d 6 hours break..? haha.. v r not tat good to stay in coll to finish up d LAN proj eventho i told my mum tat... but too bad v got no mood to do d proj n v r all sick of d food upstairs... ( my coll is an underground coll.. cool huh...? )

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so v decided to go n eat outside instead of staying in coll... sumbody ( i forgot who ) suggested v go out sumwhere n eat chicken buffet... every1 agreed so v had been planning for it during our discussion instead of disscussing bout our assignment.. v noe v r bad.. so who care...? hahaha...

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off v go.. decided to drove my car there to sunway pyramid.. of course not i m d 1 driving... ken's car got no petrol konon... =.= since KEN is so excited, so i let him drove there... he's d 1st fren tat i let to drive my car for such a far distance... so be proud of urself ken.. :P

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went n ate 1st... kak lik won d most chicken eating award... he ate 9 chickens in 1 time... geng wei.. hahaha.. he's now officially pregnant... no worries kak lik.. calise wil always be there for u... wahahhaa... went pet shop after tat... i stil cant forget how d cute puppy looks lik...

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walked n shopped around... xia vern bought a black skirt n a pair of high heels.. i love her high heels man.. wanna get 1 too but i m damn broke.. so jus forget bout it... wai sze get herself a pair tooo... tat heels make her feet so perfectly nice... so jealous wei...

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time to go back... reached college at around 2.30.. someone ( i forget who again.. mayb me...) suggested to go over eyo's hostel n take a look.. not bad actually... his room mate is kinda funny n he's frenly...

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decided to ponteng business class since its oni tutorial class... but steph n daphne wanted to go.. so v sent them back 1st n den later send eyo to mid valley so tat he can take ktm back to klang...

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waited for them n off v go back.. was actually damn tired but i got yoga class so i have to go... ken joined me tonight.. was kinda funny c-ing him doing yoga... hahahaha.. he got along wit my aunty damn welll... until both can pakat n talk... suprised wei...

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P/S: i noe u guys gonna say sth cos i mentioned his name damn alot of times... our answer wil always be YA YA YA n HMMMM HMMMM HMMMM...

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~PEACE~

bad mood...

i tend to have bad mood today..

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EMO..

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DAMN SICKENING..

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Feel lik CRYING without a reason...

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everything tends to be so wrong when u r not in a good mood i can say..

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u drive ppl bully u..

parking oso seems so cacated..

no one even care wat r u trying to do..

no one even care how u feel..

60th post...

wah.. cant believed tat i crapped s much s 59 posts.. haha..

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rotting in lab.. waiting for business calss to start.. bored wei business.. damn lots of tak berkaitan wan thing... haihz... nvm.. shall sleep wit my open eyes later... hahahahaha...

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half an hour more to go.. i wonder y break time pass so fast.. y business class pass so slow... ishhh... ok stop bout business class... sien oni...

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omg.. there's sum1 gila-ing here chatting wit me.. he's pretending singing by typing those words down.. yea.. its KHOR KIA VIN... he wan to irritate me so tat i wun disturb him.. hahahhaha... u tink i wil a..? sry lo.. i wun loooo.... i wun stop disturbing tat person unlesss i got no mood.. haha.. too bad kia vin kor kor...

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carmen lim oso gila dy.. keep blocking n unblocking me.. so tat her box keep appearing on d right side of d screen... wu liao rite...? she wun stop until d box reaches d top... den she'll laugh lik a crazy mad little women there... hahaha....

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ling is busy doing tag... duno wat tag she's doing.. shall take a look after she finished... szen sudah balik.. so fast can balik dy.. damn jealous of her wei... steph is busy wit her frenster profile.. forever frenster de... hahah.. ask her send me testimonial she dun wan.. i have such frens... haihz... cry...

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i miss you le.. tats my fav phrase for now... dun be suprised if i keep saying i miss you.. haha.. i definately gila dy... currently listening to Sometimes When We Touch by Sharon Cuneta & Randy Santiago... damn nice songs.. go dl.. very touching song le... wishing someone singing it to me 1 day... hahaha...

ling tag me again.. shall do it next time.. haha.. lazy la.. blek..

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I MISS YOU.. MUAKS...

i m tired...

oh gosh.. tired wei today.. haihz.. helping mum doing this doing that.. buying this buying that.. ish.. summore went yam cha after class... rushing to fetch my sis n her fren home 1st.. ish.. n i felt nice n fun speeding wit high heels... shud do it again... : ) i break my own record.. i din eat for 24 hours n 30 mins.. haha...

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damn fucking embarassing today.. shall not talk bout it..

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muaks...

back at home..

i went out from ytd morning until today 4.30 pm.. asking wat i did..? i wil jus tel u.. nah.. of course a short 1.. went for charity work ytd.. jus wanna balance back those notty things i've done so far.. hmmm.. basically, its jus sum simple work. not s tough s wat u guys think..

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went ling's hse to take bath n off v go sha po's hse for her bday celebration.. can say it was a huge celebration.. gonna elaborate it sooner o later... c la when is my mood...

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came back at 4.30 today lik wat i said.. came back get all my stuff done n say hello to my bed.. took nap from 5.30 to 9.30 jus now.. my parents n my sis went out dinner at 5.30 n they are back oni at 10... n they din tapau for me.. nvm.. i m not hungry.. i wun eat eventho they tapau for me.. jus dun have d feeling of eating..

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mum asked me a super duper question.. here's d conver..

MUM : u did sex last night is it..?

ME : ( i kept quiet n din even give her any respond - in my heart i was lik WTF...)

SIS : omg mummy.. how can u ask tis question n be so straight forward bout it...?

MUM : ya wut.. she looked so tired n kinda emo.. she summore din come back last nite...

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she jus went off after tat.. i din do anything last nite.. i slept wit gals not guys..

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P/S : i wil upload d pics soon.. depends on my mood.. n happy bday sha po.. all d best in ur future undertakings...

i duno wat title to put..

was kinda tired nowadays.. rushing to classes n all jus making me to feel so sick n exhausted.. rushing here n there.. waking so early in d morning but slept so late at d nite b4.. haihz..

al tis tiredness make me so emo at nite.. jus duno y i get mad very easily nowadays.. especially at nite lik i say i m tired n emo after classes n all...

having PMS.. period gonna come.. hope dun come during sha po's bday.. i dun wan to spoilt d nite.. u noe if i have blood lost, i wil look super emo.. so pray hard for me...

oh yea.. i fucking hate cockroach.. i saw 1 in my car tat day... i was lik wtf n starting to be panic eventho its kinda small.. its fucking dirty ok.. imagine cockroaches go to d rubbish dump n eat rubbish there... ewww.. mayb they eat shit oso.. who knows... i m not cockroach... i dun make human being hate me...

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merdeka eve...

phew.. at last d pics r all uploaded here.. damn freaking long la wait for d thing to upload.. ish... damn streamyx.. so long have to wait..

back to d topic.. dun fly so far.. v went out during d merdeka eve to celebrate 50th year of independence.. how patriotic r v.. lalala... everything was so last minute.. carmen lim called me 1 hour b4 she came n picked me up.. she asked if i wanna go out tat nite... duh.. of course i wan la.. but stil gonna ask for parent's permission.. i called my dad if he gonna bring us out.. he said no plan so i can go out wit my frens.. heeee...

got ready n was waiting for carmen to come n picked me up.. she kinda sesated.. haha.. my mum said this to me.. ahem.. 'tis is d time where u guys can go n have fun to d fullest... s in when u r 18, 19, 20, 21, 22... this 5 years is d best year to enjoy...' i was so shocked.. haha.. tat means she let me out le.. lalala.. n i kinda tell her mayb v going for clubbing.. she lik go no respond n she said dun drink so much wit her cool face... O.o

carmen came n off v go to fetch amber n erisha.. suddenly darren called n asked y dun v go laundry clubbing instead of curve for d countdown n fireworks.. of course v agreed.. haha.. v have been waited for it lik 1 year ago... oh.. i tink i crap too much.. let d pics do d talking den...

4 of us in d car... u wil be sick of our faces later...

me kissing szen.. i tink i din do good enough...

she's showing me how to do it.. n i looked really scare... she might jus rape me anytime...

again d 4 of us.. while waiting for roy n his frens...

carmen n her golden rules...

again wit her golden rules.. there's sum story behind it.

amber, me n carmen...

carmen, me n erisha...

who is having bigger boobs now...?

while waiting for roy, v went to tis shop n started to try on sum dresses.. amber n me went into d changing room together n v started camwhoring...

me wit d black long dress...a very elegant dress....

me, kathy the camwhore slut...

slut and bitch...

roy came n they had dinner.. v were kinda full so v went big apple for doughnut instead...

can u resist the delicious doughnuts...?

d cream ter-spilled out...

v walked around after having our doughnuts n called twins.. they r ady at laundry so v joined them.. carmen n roy came after tat...

d gals wit d bottle of barcadi limon.. erisha n krystal standing... carmen, me n amber sitting...

marvin d bag holder... ish.. his face is smaller tis time.. i wonder wat he did...

marvin n me.. both in black...

darren n me.. he's getting slimmer n slimmer oso...

krystal n me... she's damn hot...

me licking d bowl after having creme brulee.. i m NOT drunk.. take note...

amber going WTF...

roy n me...

while dancing.. wit all our sweats.. ewww... v had d best Tanggal 31 ever...

caught erisha n marvin...

a big gang there...

marvin n me... v sweat lik nobody's business....

darren n me.. i look so retarded...


d twins n me... love them so much...

amber, roy n me...

Munnie came by den.. danced wit her n again pic taking session b4 v headed home...

d black ones...


when there's black, there's always white to balance it...


HELP-ians... v rocks...



us.. c r all in either black o white.. v din do tat on purpose... v jus understand each other...lalala...


a kiss b4 v go...

another kiss for darren...

v saw this when v r heading home.. d car got a plaster on it.. so damn cute wei...

reached home at 2.20.. everything stinks lik hell.. even my bra got d smoke smell.. ewww...tat's it for d day... hope u enjoy c-ing all d pics n my craps...

P/S: some pics are stil wit munnie.. wil get it n post it here next time.. muaks...

personality test..

i took d personality test since i was damn f-ing bored.. here's d result of it.. its so damn true..

At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. Your are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.

You are experiencing considerable difficulty trying to achieve your goals. As a consequence of this you are becoming more and more irritable. Your friends and acquaintances are finding it increasingly more difficult to appease or to reason with you. You are the cause of your own problems. Don't be so impulsive. It is your vacillation that can lead to problems and uncertainties. Ease up a little.

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front. (----- damn true

c i told ya its damn true.. now trust me..

tired wei..

tis is lik oni d 3rd day of my new sem n i m ady getting sick of it.. cant stand those classes all in 1 row.. cant stand break between is damn long.. i have 6 hours break today jus before i got my LAN class.. went MV wit frens n watched ratatouille.. its really a nice show n no regret watching it.. d rat is jus so cuteeeee...

2nd sem is really gonna be a hectic sem.. i jus noe it.. everyone noe it.. especially when there's assignments coming up n all.. n oso presentation.. jus watch me die tis sem wei..

damn tired nowadays.. i have oni 7 hours sleep max per day.. classes start at 9.30 but gonna leave d hse s early s 8 to fetch my frens n stuck in d traffic jam.. d traffic nowadays r so bad until u can stuck in d same road for around 30 mins.. so leave d hse earlier so tat u wun b late for class...

kinda emo nowadays due to my tiredness.. so i had been kinda quiet in LAN class today... n oso i m wondering how to survive in 2nd sem wit all d assignments.. jus hope i wun die...

rotting..

i've been rotting for d whole day.. woke up early.. at 10.30 am..slept at 2 ytd.. 8 n a half hour of sleep is definately not enuf for me.. sleepy.. =.=

hmmm... i m much happier now if to compare to few days ago.. jus duno y.. mayb i noe its time for me to let go him.. its not easy.. and its not tat tough s how i tink it was.. stupid me.. haha..

let me c.. yea.. mayb its d time.. n d feeling is really decreasing.. yeahh.. kaka.. it might be a good thing.. yea.. it is.. wat d hell m i typing here a..? its obviously sth good rite...? but there's another prob tat i've mentioned b4 in a few post back.. I M SCARE TAT I WIL LIK ANOTHER GUY !!! ish.. tats d bad thing bout it.. missing sum1 who is not missing u is not fun.. i decided not to miss him anymore.. yeah.. it takes alot of times but i m on d way done.. even when my fren talk bout him, i jus dun have d feeling lik how i react last time.. get wat i mean..?

hmmmm.. i realised few frens of mine is having sum 'thinking' oso... i wonder wat is it.. mind telling me...? hehe.. i m kepoh ma.. ok.. back to it.. single o being in a relationship is more fun...? i bet more ppl answering single.. even amber.. i noe its more fun but i jus wanna be in a relationship since its lik so long i've not been into... c la how.. jus let it be..

cant force it..

i love you my dear.. kaka...

new timetable..

erm erm.. secara jujurnya, i m damn freaking lazy to update my blog... seriously... but i m here tis moment is because i m really bored.. too bored until i got nth to do so decided to update my blog..

went to d website to copy down my new timetable.. i left it in steph's file... i forgot to ask her back b4 i go.. so have to copy it down all over again.. i realised d new timetable dun have 3 hours break for me.. tats means i cant go MV o 1u without my mum's permission.. sighs.. sad wei.. obviously i lik sem 1 timetable more.. i can c my classmates in every class...

i jus hope some lecturers wil let us go earlier for sum classes... i have a few days tat 3 classes are in a row.. means 4 n a half hours without break.. praying hard.. sem 2 is gonna be a hectic sem.. pray hard i wun die.. oso pray hard i wun fail.. i dun wanna repeat any classes again.. oh god.. pls help me...

lalalala.. mampus-ing.. =.= i love u my dear... oops

today...

erm erm... slept at 4 sth ytd.. gonna wake up early d next day so off my pc at 3.30 but i jus duno y i cant close my eyes evrntho i m damn tired... was kinda emo ytd for duno wat reason.. must b thinking of d matter la... anyway, i really feel d feeling is decreasing.. its a good thing.. but in d same time worrying tat i wil have b facing another prob - wat if i lik another guy..? gosh...

woke up at 8.30 n off to fetch szen n steph to coll.. waited for others to come for more den 30 mins.. ken woke up late.. =.= cant blame him.. he's not happy... registered for d subs for 2nd sem n grouping took us lots of time.. damn d connection thingie.. sot wan.. oh ya.. i wil be taking critical thinking skills, advanced english, intro to business n psy.. taking d same subs wit ling n steph..

had lunch in kfc.. szen joined us s well.. really had great time laughing wit her there... :) i din noe her eyes can blink so fast.. fuiyoh... hehe..

went lab to do our quiz for LAN... had some discussions n v divided everything.. i wil have to do a article review which i duno how to do.. nvm.. i'll learn n ask for their help.. c i m such a good gal.. :P

went 1u for bowling... sssshhhh... had 2 games... lost in d 1st game lik wat expected.. i m a lousy player ok.. i admit.. really had fun laughing n all there... 2nd game was better.. i got 2 strike.. was lik duno how i got it.. luck la shud be.. oh yea... i saw a guy drop d ball backwards... haha... summore he's in formal.. damn funny.. too bad d others din c.. if not wil be laughing lik crazy ppl again... haha..

i was really bad luck today... i almost get into an accident while i was sending szen back home... =.= i was dreaming n thinking in d car... i forgot to c my side mirror when i wanted to cut into other lane.. but i got signal.. its kinda my fault oso.. but luckily nth happened.. if not i'll be dead.. seriously dead... n d driver show me his 3rd finger... i was lik wtf.. wanted to show oso but aiya dun wan la... tired n all..

reached home n another thing happened to me.. i was playing wit d baby suddenly she knock her head to my mouth.. i kena-ed d other day... now its at d same place... immediately i can taste my own blood... i tried to feel it wit my tongue n i could really feel a small part of it is swollen.. ouch... i saw my teeth wan kinda red red due to d blood.. tis shows tat it bleed alot n its effing pain.. wanted to cry really.. but i din..

my fren all tot i banged my car again when i sms-ed them telling them i have bad luck.. all dun trust me de.. sobs.....

p/s : forgot to take even a single pic today.. no la.. got la 1 pic... CB pic.. sth hidden behind d word... :)